Addiction what is it really, how much power does it really weigh, how much control can it force, how much can it leave marks in one’s life. How much can it destroy? How much can it penetrate a humans mind, a humans body, a humans soul. Addictions can be ones best friend and their body’s worst enemy. Addictions carry so much power and carry so much credit, and even put on pedestals, and often put 1st in ones in life.
When you wake up each day, what is the one thing you can not live with out? What is your Addiction?
Addiction isn’t only for a drug habit, it’s something your human soul can not live without.
Like the cocaine that snorts up the nose, like the white powdery substance that puts on a natural high, with each inhale to subside the pain, Like the everlasting taste in the mouth from the bittersweet alcohol, that one yearns and must have every night, Like the strip clubs a man must attend every day of the week, like its a religious retreat that becomes a necessary asset in their life, Like the forbidden pussy a man strokes in because he cant get enough.
Like the porno collection that sits on the laptop and consistently makes an orgasm with himself, as he strokes, with each moan, and fills himself with pleasure, with having the addiction need to have it, it lacks him his job, his friends and family because of its addiction.
Like the love she must have, like the satisfaction she yearns from a man, like the passion she must retrieve from a man, like the everlasting love she seeks for, like the happiness and joy that comes from a production of happy love, like the she fights for love that even if its blind, she doesn’t see, like craving of having a white wedding dress to walk down the aisle with, Like the Love, the Men, the passion, the happiness: that is her addiction, it is a drug one cannot live without and she fights to have in her daily life.
One thinks about it daily, one feens for it uncontrollably, one fights for it recklessly. It takes a deeper and personal fight with one self to resist.
Just as bad as the cocaine that runs through a blood stream, and slowly destroys, it just as bad for me. Just as the alcohol that tears down the liver organs, by each drink, its just as bad for me. Just as the obsession of lust and sex, its just as bad for me. Just as the inhalant of illegal drugs that deteriorates your body, its just as bad for me.
Its an addiction and like any addiction it defines instability and tries to pretend to cure a pain and put on a temporary high, it fools you into thinking its what you need more than anything else, it mind plays your brain into cat and mouse chase games, you chase after its high, and good temporary feeling, but it never gives you what you really need, because its trap that paints your fantasy’s, your illusions, when in the end its really your enemy tearing you down, bringing you down, and fooling you.
I wont sit here and offer advice to addiction, because addiction is more in the control of you and your mind, but the first thing to be set free from its imprisonment, is to admit your addiction, admit your problem, and find out what is making you have this addiction, what is masking your problems, to make u cover it with the face of addiction.
Don’ t judge addictive’s, don’t snare at them, don’t criticize them, because as they struggle with their own battle, there is one that you may have of your own, just because your addiction isnt what theirs is, doesn’t mean its not a problem.
Like the cocaine addicts, like the alcohol abusers, like sex and lust addictions, for I know its a problem an addiction problem that I only go to God to help me with before I am forever lost..